BY JESSICA LANDMON
I just turned 50. The big Five-O. As you can imagine, it has been a season of reflection and a slow walk down memory lane. I didn't expect to feel quite so nostalgic, but milestone birthdays have a way of making you pause and look back. And as I reflect on the last fifty years, one thing has become abundantly clear – God is faithful.
I thought about the moments that brought so much joy and even the seasons that were harder than I expected. Through it all, God has never stopped being faithful. When we talk about God’s faithfulness, we often only remember the difficult seasons where He carried us through what seemed impossible. But we can’t forget to recognize His faithfulness in the beautiful seasons too.
The answered prayers.
The unexpected blessings.
The family gathered around the table.
The laughter filling our home.
The doors I could have never opened on my own.
The dreams fulfilled.
The countless moments of His kindness that I almost overlooked.
Every one of these moments demonstrates that God is always present. I’ve seen His faithfulness in countless ways. His goodness has met me time and time again.
But if I am being honest, there were also seasons when I thought I might break. Moments when I wondered when God would show up. Times when I couldn't imagine how He could possibly use the storms in life for anything good.
There were seasons when fear had a grip on me. Days when the doctor’s call marked the beginning of a new journey. Seasons of hurt, disappointment, and times of uncertainty. Yet, through every single one of them, He was there.
The Lord never left my side. He never walked away. He kept His promise to see me through. Looking back now, I can see His fingerprints all over my life. I can see how He was weaving my story for His glory – working even when I couldn't see the whole picture.
So, sweet friend, if you're walking through uncertainty, fear, or a trying season and you can't see a way out, hold on. The same God who has carried me will carry you. He will make a way that only He can. Lean into Jesus like never before. Trust Him even when you don't understand. Let Him hold you in the unknown.
I promise you that one day you'll look back, just as I am today, and you'll see that the Lord has never left your side. In the highs and the lows, He has been with you. Because that's who He is. Faithful.
The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. – Lamentations 3:22-23
